FINALLY...............
MY DREAM PHONE HAS ARRIVED

Nokia 6500 slide was the phone i have been dreaming of ever since it was released in the market. Though it was lambasted to be a very normal and boring phone, to me it was the sleekness and style of the phone that caught my eye. the stainless steel cover built in with a 3.2MP Carl Zeiss camera. I couldn't resist
My princess bought for me a nice watch.

i doubt you can see it clearly but hey want to see it, check it out on the model's hand.
Any way, yes!!!! i got my pay already though it's not much but i managed to get myself a new phone, gave my parents a food treat at Ojolali. It's nice to see them all exuberant about having me to pay for their food. I love my family......
Now is back to the days of looking for a new job again......i know this process is painstaking, with so many jobs out there but you are just lacking the stupid skills and experience, you are just like a lame shit. With everyone of yours friends all getting a job and a gf who is job hopping, i feel like an idiot. I have been looking for jobs everywhere but apparently not many got back to me. I wonder why, is it because i am that stupid or i am totally hopeless. Still i always look ahead and always be positive but is hard to stay that way all the time.
My love life is totally wonderful with the princess forever loving me and yes i am sorry that i am such a terrible state, to be frank i feel stupid, i feel fat, i feel poor and totally hopeless but every time when i see you smile and you hug me real tight, i tell myself don't look down on myself both physically and mentally.
My princess also lost her phone recently and i am partly to be blame. Now you are getting a replacement phone and i cant chip in a single cent for you. Yes money is everything and love is money cause without money, love is just a dream where all you can do is wish but that wish can never come true.
Anyway my target is to get a job at least by the end of the month, if i can't get any job, i will just head back to V2 and start working there again selling handphones. Though the money and the working hours is crappy but hey at least there is money coming in. Yes at times there will be some stupid idiot who will make life difficult for you at work, but i feel that if you are not strong willed enough and you don't take the job seriously, you can never be satisfied with the job.
Haiz.....holidays coming but hey it will be a lonely event. Christmas alone at home while parents go malacca while my princess heads to Bintan with her family. So i just stay home and find more job opportunity for myself.