SPETEMBERS POST

well... well....l i got to say September has got to be a roller coaster ride for me. I had to freaking drag myself to Pulau Tekong for a one week outfield camp which was a hell of a waste of time for me because i was practically doing nothing, all i can ever remember was sleeping in the afternoon waiting for my colleague to come back and after that it was break fast. Though the nights were not that boring, with the companion of all my colleagues from the pak ciks to the younger generation specialist having fun under the velvet sky. My gf was greatly missed because i was so used, having her beside me every night without fail, one week was quite torturous for me.

Any way, the whole exercise ended on my Birthday and that was super sucky cause from Pulau Tekong, we had to head back to Sembawang camp where i had to clear the rubbish and all the stores for the exercise. I asked my superiors whether it was possible for me to be dismissed early since it was my birthday as a privilege but apparently not. On that particular day was also the day which began the huge fight with my GF. Haiz.....it was sad that on my birthday itself i had to clear shit and fight with my GF. I look back and i do have to agree that my last year's birthday wasn't of a good timing except for my gf's celebration.

Any way i am quite glad that you have grown stronger after one week without me, i am proud of you and at the same time disappointed at myself for mistreating you like a doormat. I'm sorry that i took advantage of you, really sorry. I know i can be such a huge jerk and i don't manage my anger appropriately. I am trying my best to be better in that area alright. Any way i just want to let you know again that ONLY you are my BEST FRIEND, MY SAYANG, MY LOVER, MY SOUL and the ONE who deeply knows whats beckoning inside my head and my heart.

Nevertheless, the birthday party went extremely well. All thanks to MY SAYANG, NURIAHMAD(go figure out which couple this is and btw its official) and not forgetting those who came and send their well wishes. Guess i need to list them down if not some of you guys might feel left out... ok here it goes, YAN, YANA, MUHSIN and GAL, NAZ and FINA, ISKANDAR (OUR FUTURE HUSBAND),these are the people who attended the party next is for the well wishes, sorry if i did'nt reply your sms, JEREMY my cousin, FOXXY, RIDZWAN the clerk, IDAYU, my colleagues in camp and hahhaha the rest i am sorry i cannot remember already. The cake was awesome, the pizzas were abundant both vegetarian and meat eaters, the sparklers brought the child in all of us, you should see how all the guys were indulging themselves with the sparklers, the venue was really suitable for all of us to run amok and belittle ourselves. After botanical gardens, headed down to Marina Square for POOL session. HHAHHAHHA sad to say i beat all of them not because i was lucky or they gave chance to me but i was pretty good at the game. Birthday party this year has got to be the sweetest and now i am stress on how to celebrate my own GF's one.

so here i am at NUS library sitting next to my GF accompanying her to study for her exams while i blog and at the same time look for a job so that i can work after i ORD which is 18 days from today. So exciting, i cant wait for the day to come where i have no one to answer for except for my parents and my gf and at the same time start to earn more than just a mere $600 bucks every month. OH today is HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY...to all those adults who have a child in them hehheheh...... don't be afraid to release them once in a while to escape from the stress that you are exposed to.

Alright i am really out of words to type now but i want to wish all my friends all the best in their endeavors.