Fuck lah you are sick you don't want to see a doctor
You are sick and still want to go out with your friends
with me you just need a companion who can sayang you and just be there for you.
You want to hang out with me but you are in the state of being dizziness
so am i selfish if i say ok to hang out with you,
am i right to send you back and make sure you reach home safely.
or wait am i suppose to not do anything and fucking shut up and don't bother

Sometimes in life is best we just fucking shut up and do your own fucking business
don't care what other people or feel and just do whatever you want to do.
If you do it on account of people, they will never ever remember the things you do ,when things all gone wrong. Sacrifices, everyone around you wants you to but when you do, they will expect you to do it again. One day, you decided not to and they start asking you why are you not doing it anymore,this totally sucks cause in the beginning i did it on my own account now is compulsory.

i am sometimes so just fucking lazy in life.
i rather be poor and just not think about all this stupidity thoughts
and just be obsessed with whether i can live tomorrow.
I just want to be obsessed with the basic needs of life and not this fucked up city mentality state.