is just struck me in my head
smack in my face
stunned shocked
dat i am going to be



23




this year
thats how bloody old i will be
i still thought i was like 21

any way i am still loving my gf
i thank her for making me so unstable at times
and i prefer it this way rather than all smooth
system go i dunno where
i am still counting down the months
V day is coming and is going to scare my wits out
not coz of the time we going to spend or the money
we are going to lavish on each other
is just dat i promise her to take this ride
this adrenalin ride which i honestly speaking
dont have the guts to take it
but as a man
i shall "man" my words