SMILE MORE LET PPL THINK UR VERY HAPPY

i just dont understand why ppl dont think of the future when something bad happen
instead they just blast someone about the past and question why things were not supposed to be

now after blasting me, hurting me with ur words, treated me like a punching bag for ur words to just vent ur anger i am supposed to pretend like nothing happened and start talking to you. I am so sad that such a thing happen. So what! u start praying 5 times a day, so wat! u got cancer, so wat! u got some funny stupid diease that ur suffering, so what! ur going to die, does it make any diff if u just blasted me about why i didnt do this didnt do that when we were supposed to think of the contigency plan.

crap!! Bullshit!!everybody is now thinking of themself, money, de-stressing with GFs, not letting u noe whats happening behind ur back, ARMY, family.

ppl just dont understand that we have so many superiors to satisfy and load to carry and live on to ur name. i think is all coming back, PPL JUST PRESUME ME THATS ALL.

u pick on someone's mistake, does that mean u dont perform such mistakes?
u criticise others but are u having that additional feature others dont?
ur in a relationship and ur partner seems to be too good for the other but yet love him/her, how?
ur friend just passed away, what do you do to his handphone number?
ur angry and frustrated but u can't vent temper how?

many thoughts, i also dunno how.
11 mths to ORD and i am beginning to ponder about this future of mine.
relationship has last for 6 mths and still lasting.....
wonder how it feels to hit the 1 year anniversary

went back to skool to do a hosting job
got paid 200 bucks for only 4 hours
less familiar faces seen around
got criticise for being a racist
i really wonder which side i am racist towards with

not to say malays are stupid
but they just dont think of the words before they spit
racism, vulgarities and criticism
thats what most of them know
is this the modern generation of the malay society

crappy entry again and again
i just dunno how i could type out this whole stupid essay
if u think is nice if u think is morally correct
tag ur feelings on my pathetic board

ok this is the end of my entry
should i just type THE END or should i just close my window......