Gong Xi Fa cai......

this will be a very long holiday for me.....but trouble is lurking around me

My family now treats me as an enemy

ever since i got back from camp they have been bombarding me saying that the home has now turn to a hotel for me. I go out and come back as late as i want. I seldom do the household chores, i spend most of my time at home in front of the PC and i dont bother about the family matters any more. And every thing i say or do will be condem as if i have done a very wrong deed that stain the family name.

I just dunno wat to say or do. though i am trying to be as patience n let this period sail over, my heart will be the victim of emotion tragedy. Haiz.........

Next is about love......

i was just asking myself the wfor the past few weeks whether if u like a girl should u go all the way to help her. Should u sacriface urself just for her and in the end not get love back. Should we just do things and not expect any thing in return except for a thank you very much. Should we make so much effort to break up someone by touching the girls heart so that she can be with u. Or should u just let her free dont bother about her and just be close friends. Or should we not even meet at all. or worst still not declare your love to her at all....I just wonder y love sucks....y love is not as straightforward y ppl make love so difficult y do i suck in love

wat is love to me

wat is love

wat is to be loved

do u noe wats love

CHINESE NEW YEAR

Hey Hey Hey i am out for my long super long enjoyable holiday......

ani way i guess next month will be a exciting pocket draining event i guess...

next month i got like 3 parties to attend on the Sat.....

Pre-Chinese New Year Celebration

Yasin

Grace

My is going to be exciting

Furthermore i will be celebrating Chinese New Year hahhaha

i dunno how much i will be colelcting but i guess

not as much as wat i got as a kid i guess.....

Any wa recently my Xgf just message me and she invited me to her

engagement wedding on the june which is still a long way to go but

still i was shocked to receive her message.Hmmm i still deciding whether i should or should not go coz if i go i dont think i know any one of her family members except her and she will be busy in the room My......And the next thing dats is bothering me if i were to go is whether i should go alone or bring a companion....

my wat a decision to make

TP Open House

Hey I'm back again.....
ani way yesterday head down to Tp for the Open House. I was very disappointed with the whole event. The bands sucked, the security was a problem for me cause they didnt allow me to enter coz i did not have any bus pass. Any way in the end my friend managed to talk to the security guard to let us in. When the whole event started, i met lots of friends and yah chat talk n also met dat someone ah.

Any way i wanted to talk to her alot ah but like it seems dat her BF friends are like all lurking around me flirting with her is not a good thing to do. Thus i tried not to talk to her too much ah. Now u noe y i dont want to layan u so much ah.......but still is my fault ah. Ok back to the open house, the main event most of the crowd was waiting for the dance floor to start but it was like so late than it started. Also when the floor open, the music was onli for like 20min or so than the mass dance song started n that was the beginning of the end of Jam n Hop. Haiz any way i think i should just knock some sense into me n tell myself dat i am too old for all these ppl. When i was going around to look for ppl to dance, most of them were like so super young dan also got the presence of the MAT adik adik nak step abang abang......so the irritating.

Though the whole thing was disappointing, there was some great moments which was hilarous. There was a surprise host which was Flying dutchman n he conducted 2 game in which the 2nd game i managed to participate. The game was simple. My task was to be a comentator for a Malaysia cup final Between Singapore Pahang. Here comes the twist, i need to do it in Malay. The Main problem was dat my malay sucks to the max n the game was to make the crowd feel as if there was really a goal happening....Though it was tough but i managed to scrap thru but was not as popular as the countermate Sahfari. But still i made someone feel lonely so i need to APOLOGIZE TO DAT PERSON

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY
SORRY

Today early in the morning i rush down to Dhoby ghuat to do my band recording. We Recorded three songs so that we can send overseas for a compilation of the Different band around the world. This compilation made me proud of the band coz there is only two asian bands involve which is one of them is my Band.....hahhahah i am so happy but i am broke.....

ani way i now cant wait to go club next month.......MOS wait for me
i am coming.....

MOS Outing....

Woaa.....MOS yesterday was amazing...

Love the environment n the atmosphere. The velvet carpets at retro arena, Trance area was massive n comfortable to dance in the only problem i guess was the Rnb Area. Gosh the place was freaking pack hard to dance and with the surrounding fences entrance n exiting of the dance floor was a big headache.

Though it has some hitch i extremely enjoyed myself. Hmm manage to groove with a few girls but after dat they were all pulled away by thier frds. Ladies there were like mostly 20s so i kinda feel so the young esp when u got a botak head.

The was one particular girl which was the main attraction for me. Her name was May, met her in the RnB arena. She has a Malay Thai Chinese look n she was realli grooving real well. I managed to dance infront of her coz she was on the platform. She was kinda piss off while dancing coz of the constant pushing by the other dancers n she nearly fell on mi (how i wish i could grab her) but she didnt but my hands were already prepared to catch her if she fall. I managed to exchange smiles with her n also managed to exchange some talk but i sense she wasnt interested thus i too didnt want to pester her much. Pester i didnt but she got lots of different pest pestering her trying to take advantage with her n also trying to hook up with her . She was pestered by this indian Asshole so i exchange my spot for her so she can dance without being disturbed. The guy dan tried other means to get to her but too bad he had to go thru me. Even tried picking up a fight with me but too bad i know my game. There was also this guy who tried chatting her up n she was dam irritated n i told her to dance with mi so dat he will not disturb her n she danced with me for awhile n in the end the guy left. When she left the platform for a drink, we exchanged smiles and this time she initiated it. Didnnt know wat it meant but i continued to dance. After her drinks, she was nearby the platform but was waiting for her friend to lend her a hand but her friend was enjoying herself thus i initiated my hand and subsequently she wasnt particular about me accidently touching her. Actualli earlier on she didnt mind at all. Dan it was time for me to leave n i exchange goodbyes with her n my friends were expecting me to get her number but too bad i didnt felt of doing it coz i guess it does no good for me coz i will be staying in camp for like 5 days for the next 3 months and i dont think i have the time to get to know her.

overall it was a great event......
hope to go again.....

HOW I WISH

Your image running thru my mind

Your heartwarming smile, your lovely eyes n your long silky hair

how i wish it touches my heart time n again

your frequent teases n your sarcastic laughs

Do u know u make life so fine

since the day we started chatting

you were the one i hope to be with

but guess time n faith was against me

you r in a relationship

disappointed n lonely i feel

but what matters most is dat ur happy

my love for u i'll keep in me

how i wish i can shower you with it

to the someone......

this one is for u.........

MY LOVELIFE

Well- liked i guess

sociable i am

many friends

many acquaintance

but true love not found yet

just all alone in this world of love

Many tries have led in vain

should i just try again

Guess i should guess i not

for is going to be a tiring job

what should i do with my lovelife

should i just be alone

all my life

Sometimes i wonder why i suck

when it comes to my lovelife

and why haven i found

the true right one yet

so that i will be

able to spend

the rest of

my life

with

i am back......

HeLLo friends i am back in action....
Finally i've got a new PC n a faster internet connection
hmmm wanna check out my PC Specification?

is an

AMD processor
128mb PCI express Graphic card
512mb Ram
80Gb SATA hardisk
DVD r/rw

these are the main factors.....
aint it good Ahmad?

Any way like to give a big thanks to Ahmad for his consultation and also a big shout to all my fellow friends from everywhere around the world..... Any way my freedom i guess will be cut short till like onli this upcoming monday coz i will be staying in from Monday onwards. I will only be out on the weekends....haiz i noe all of u guys going to miss me rite......hahhahaa

Any way do feel free to sms mi msn mi or tag mi alright....