ok today started out at like 9 for mi. have to like freaking wake up at 7 siak when i just like slept few hours ago like around 3. After dat have to rush down all the way to hannah house to grab the stuffs and prepare to go to skool and set up ALL booth.
after so much of rushing in the end we decided to like set up at 11 which is like waste of my time siak i could have sleep longer ah but nvm coz got ppl buy breakfast up so yah i feel not so bad ah. After setting up kinda thingy, we like sell until 4 ah. sales was smooth sailing and yah kinda self enetertainer and irritating to ppl like Hannah. Wai kit one biggest idiot come read his book and talk to his friends never once he really mended the booth and yah came at like 12 and left at 2 and at dat time neither did he made one transaction. ok after dat suppose to meet emy for bubble tea but in the end kinda bubble again hahahaahha as usual ah ani way i did not realli look forward ah coz like yah i too have to rush down to PS for INITIAL D heheheheh
Reached there second with Audrey giving mi a pitiful look hehhehehe coz she reached there on the dot. Ok waited for awhile and once yasin and stacie join us we proceeded to Carrefour to grab some snacks, Sanacks it was like a whole chicken grill with black pepper, six packets of ice lemon tea hahhahah realli like picnic ah. Ani way the show i would rate out of 10 i give a 6 ah. is kinda like ur typical i win and i win and continue i win kinda thingy. Nothing realli exploits the whole scene and no bad guy attidude. though the bad guy were easily outmuscled by a toyota AE86 but is kinda about all the technical terms and techniques of racing. Ani way have to thank Teddy for the treat ah....actualli is suppos eto be yasin treat on me ah but in the end teddy treated everyone hahahahahah after the movies teddy and audrey went home while the 3 of us proceed to novena square for FREE ice creams. It was Superb man the Ice creams Thanks Stacie.......while on the way to the shop pass by Cherry Mobile and saw coleen there ah she was doing her closing ah ahhaahahah ani way get to like chat with her wah she now put on more weight ah ok after dat coleen went home together with yasin and mi.
along the way made plans to buy MC coz like in the morning Stanley like Chi bai Kau peh mi already dan pass the phone to my boss and he also Kau peh mi so bo pian ah take MC for today ah dan met my bro and he paid for my MC. Lucky the doc very kind siak i told him i got like headache and like yah i never go to work and i need and MC he kindly give it without much asking.
Ok now while i am preparing this blog like my parents get naggy at mi again. i was telling them avout the ice cream job and my mom was like pissed and kinda look down the job and when i told my dad he say just keep to the same job and yah continue to work. but i have already emphasie dat i am now working to kill time so if i were to go to work and just sit there and kill time dan is realli more bored. yes i noe money i falling ah but still hello is freaking bored. I mean when can i still enjoy working life. after Ns work is a burden i must fulfill so dat i can feed myself and my family now wah lau i want to enjoy life while working. Furthermore i told them about kakis and they say like following kakis not good kinda thingy and kena backstab yes i noe ah but wah lau which one u want to work with some idoits who thinks dat ur not competent or someone u can trust and rely on and share the workload and shit together haiz please ah think my way my shoe my position leh and yah wats wrong with ACT3 siak my dad disapprove a career in acting like hello wat the hell y ah does he have any grudges against them and yah he even said dat if he knew that i was like dat he might as well ask mi to work with him and yah later can work at hotel but hello i want to be independant and i am yes freaking bored with my job i have been working there for 5 years and yes hello i am working to kill time not like u guys where u have a family to feed so is completely different mindset haiz.....
ani way overall today is a "free" day tmr hope it will be bettter NiteZ.....
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
boring siak
today dam freaking boring siak skive work just to help ALL after dat like got nothing to do just slack at the lounge ah till like 7+ dan i went home ah luckily got bus nmber 39 to waste my time in the end reach yishun like 9 like dat. Actualli wanted to go to the clinic to get MC but like freaking X and also lazy ah so went to coffeshop go makan. Had liek half spring chicken with rice dan slack till like 9.30 dan go home ah. Ani way just now went for some casting ah for some design students project kinda kool and also likeis been a while dat i since last hold a script in my hands and gotten into someone character. But ani way hope i dont get in ah coz i am like working ah so yah no time for all these stuff ah ....but if i were to get in my face will be shown in TV.....hehheheheh ARTS CENTRAL leh.....wah not bad ah for my resume heheheh and guess wat i haven register for the graduands system siak hahahah how ah......hahhahahahah like wat a small kid will say habis tak tahu.......
hahahahah ok lah goodnight guys and thannks to yasin ah i am going to watch initial D for Free.......hahahahha power ah babe....
hahahahah ok lah goodnight guys and thannks to yasin ah i am going to watch initial D for Free.......hahahahha power ah babe....
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
ok today went to work ah dam tired ah dunno y even thoug i slet deam freaking early.....aniway like after work i received a call from Nisa hmmmm dats like amazing coz we have not been msgging mi the whole day and yah i did not intend to msg her too...but yah she call and we talk for a while for mi it was kinda like companion while i go home kinda thingy so yah it was also good but did not know whats her motive for calling mi. And also someone surprisingly called mi it was Sarah my ex colleague cum ex scandal and my ex flame ah heheheheeh now in Uni ah hahahah but heard she got quite an exciting sex life but yah freak i wanna try her too hehehehe ani way she is one hot mamalicious babe but yah guess is going to be a hard time getting close to her coz is been a while dat we since been together and chat so yah......
Monday, June 27, 2005
today.....
today was not a good day ah.....wah lau two fussy Fucked up customers kinda like Show off like they aare freaking rich and powerful kinda thingy but yah sorry wrong place.ani way the last customer was realli getting on my nerves coz the dealers hotline system is under maintainance like WTF siak. I mean hello if u wana do maintainance do it after working hours ah. The customer realli make me boil that my hands are all shaking and ready to prowl on the customer which is a Bangali...wah realli my hands had to be folded and be under my arms dan can control ah......ani way after the customers made thier scene....i made my way down to jamming at Clarke quay. Ok yah and after Jamming nisa msg mi like she is dam boring kinda thingy and like yah ask mi wat i doing which makes me ponder like yah how does ppl see u as.
i dunno ah but yah if u realli like someone and when ppl msg u chances of replying asap is high but she takes her own sweet time and gives lot of crap and excuses about y she msg u back haiz....like fucked up siak. dan the other thing is like hello so like when ur bored dan u come look for mi like hello who the hell am i a clown to enertertain u i hate this type of feelings. it realli makes u feel sucky kinda thingy. Haiz ani way i dunno ah since nisa and i like cut down on the smses and also the chatting on the phone i kinda like feel distance and also do some soul searching about her ah which is y i am pondering her motives and her behaviour.
guess i am still finding for the alright one i guess....i should not say the right one coz they will never be the right one unless is an angel..... so yah.....keep on looking dude...
i dunno ah but yah if u realli like someone and when ppl msg u chances of replying asap is high but she takes her own sweet time and gives lot of crap and excuses about y she msg u back haiz....like fucked up siak. dan the other thing is like hello so like when ur bored dan u come look for mi like hello who the hell am i a clown to enertertain u i hate this type of feelings. it realli makes u feel sucky kinda thingy. Haiz ani way i dunno ah since nisa and i like cut down on the smses and also the chatting on the phone i kinda like feel distance and also do some soul searching about her ah which is y i am pondering her motives and her behaviour.
guess i am still finding for the alright one i guess....i should not say the right one coz they will never be the right one unless is an angel..... so yah.....keep on looking dude...
Sunday, June 26, 2005
ZOO outing with Radon ppl
wah today is like a super Xpensive day for mi. Spent alot siak but never mind i got hot mamas to check out and also got to like talk with two quite not bad ladies ah eh wait actulli is 3 ah who are just friends ah hehehehhe they are Stacie, Denise and Audrey. First which caught my attention was Denise. She is one hot petite babe and wore a hot pants ok wait not hot pants ah but shorts dat realli make my eyes roam her legs and also her ass...heheheh hope she is not reading this....
dan while waiting for all to come the rest of the guys like Suting and Audrey and Boon yeo or something like dat came back from Mac. They bought makan ah for those who made orders ah.Ok Dan Teddy got his Bday present kinda thingy and also yah he like so happy and mixed feelings ah guess he must be wondering like...... "Hey thanks alot but wat the hell Happy Meal WaT the Hellllll and like his emotions is like shouldi be happy, proud or feel pathetic?" ahhahahah yah dats wat i guess ah.....and ani way as usual talk cork while waiting for Stacie the mak Nyonya to arrive.....haiz in the end we came with a consensus with stacie that we just meet her straight at the Zoo ah.....
manage to meet up the Mak nyonya and went in....but have ti buy tickets and all of them had free ticks except for mi yasin and sally......ok actualli i can have one ah but coz is teddy bday so like yah let him go free ah so yah have to pay 14bucks ah....but aiyah wat the hell money can earn back ah...dan went round the Zoo. Is kinda draggy and boring ah after we went a few places ah and also i kinda feel that the animals are also to boring to watch ah. Except for the Baboons and all the monkeys ah. I guess the Zoo is a best place for all the monkeys but not for the rest of the animals ah. Animals like the polar bear, snakes, lions and worst the Crocodile are like too overcrowded and also like yah is so confined siak the place. Check out the Cheetah they are the fastest animal but if u dont train it dan how can it be the fastest. The place for the Cats especially , are too small imagine if they were to be released back to the wild how they going to survive. Also the reptiles are badly looked after i guess..... small lack of food and also lack of freedom imagine the amount of stress they face when alot of ppl are. Netherless y i say the monkeys are the best animals in the Zoo is cause they can adapt to any living styles easily and also most of them are pretty HORNY bunch of creatures. I was like trying out some languages with the Monkes by making a fool out of myself but i realise dat it make all the monkeys freaking horny as they were all parading thier kinda small dickies.....heheheh and also the baboons are like OH mY God thier as are freaking hot dat the swelll red hahahahah....not forgetting the hot Mamas that came to the ZOO for the SP Family day, my goodness most of them were like super dam hot siak and like yah haiz.........how i wish but nvm is ok. in the end we managed to round the whole of the ZOO and yah it was kinda a great achievement but yah a very tiring one.
After the Zoo we all took a cab and headed to Town. actual destination was Cineleisure coz wanna watch initial D but in the end we alighted at TAKA and went to TAKA for some window shopping. wah lau yasin and i were like trailing Stacie and Denise ah hehheehh yah it was a great view also heheheheh esp denise ass.....heheheh while audrey, suting, boon, and teddy went to Cineleisure to check out whether got ani screening but haiz disappointing dan went for dinner at Scotts food court ah wah it tooks us like a good ten minute siak to find seats dan while eating one of my customer was sitting behind us and yah she turn and saw mi all thanks to her daughter hahahah who recognized mi. Overall hmmmm i had a great time ah like checking out Denise ass and legs the Hot mamas and also the outing with all u guys hehehheeh but the finale was sad...stacie bastard us siak she manage to squeeze into the train while Yasin and i were stranded outside but nvm he smart we went all the way to dhoby gaut dan take the train towards our destination which was home......also the money thingy also like disappointing ah ahhahahah like want to pay just show ur money ah but all like ai mai like dat makes mi frust siak so i told them aiyah nvm ah is ok ah.......
aiyah tmr going to work already ah die ah jia lat ah maybe on tuesday and wed i taking MC ah heheheh dunno ah see how and also now i having a headache siak haiz it has been there for like quite sometimes ah wah lau irritating ah ok guys enjoy urself k and take care.....
dan while waiting for all to come the rest of the guys like Suting and Audrey and Boon yeo or something like dat came back from Mac. They bought makan ah for those who made orders ah.Ok Dan Teddy got his Bday present kinda thingy and also yah he like so happy and mixed feelings ah guess he must be wondering like...... "Hey thanks alot but wat the hell Happy Meal WaT the Hellllll and like his emotions is like shouldi be happy, proud or feel pathetic?" ahhahahah yah dats wat i guess ah.....and ani way as usual talk cork while waiting for Stacie the mak Nyonya to arrive.....haiz in the end we came with a consensus with stacie that we just meet her straight at the Zoo ah.....
manage to meet up the Mak nyonya and went in....but have ti buy tickets and all of them had free ticks except for mi yasin and sally......ok actualli i can have one ah but coz is teddy bday so like yah let him go free ah so yah have to pay 14bucks ah....but aiyah wat the hell money can earn back ah...dan went round the Zoo. Is kinda draggy and boring ah after we went a few places ah and also i kinda feel that the animals are also to boring to watch ah. Except for the Baboons and all the monkeys ah. I guess the Zoo is a best place for all the monkeys but not for the rest of the animals ah. Animals like the polar bear, snakes, lions and worst the Crocodile are like too overcrowded and also like yah is so confined siak the place. Check out the Cheetah they are the fastest animal but if u dont train it dan how can it be the fastest. The place for the Cats especially , are too small imagine if they were to be released back to the wild how they going to survive. Also the reptiles are badly looked after i guess..... small lack of food and also lack of freedom imagine the amount of stress they face when alot of ppl are. Netherless y i say the monkeys are the best animals in the Zoo is cause they can adapt to any living styles easily and also most of them are pretty HORNY bunch of creatures. I was like trying out some languages with the Monkes by making a fool out of myself but i realise dat it make all the monkeys freaking horny as they were all parading thier kinda small dickies.....heheheh and also the baboons are like OH mY God thier as are freaking hot dat the swelll red hahahahah....not forgetting the hot Mamas that came to the ZOO for the SP Family day, my goodness most of them were like super dam hot siak and like yah haiz.........how i wish but nvm is ok. in the end we managed to round the whole of the ZOO and yah it was kinda a great achievement but yah a very tiring one.
After the Zoo we all took a cab and headed to Town. actual destination was Cineleisure coz wanna watch initial D but in the end we alighted at TAKA and went to TAKA for some window shopping. wah lau yasin and i were like trailing Stacie and Denise ah hehheehh yah it was a great view also heheheheh esp denise ass.....heheheh while audrey, suting, boon, and teddy went to Cineleisure to check out whether got ani screening but haiz disappointing dan went for dinner at Scotts food court ah wah it tooks us like a good ten minute siak to find seats dan while eating one of my customer was sitting behind us and yah she turn and saw mi all thanks to her daughter hahahah who recognized mi. Overall hmmmm i had a great time ah like checking out Denise ass and legs the Hot mamas and also the outing with all u guys hehehheeh but the finale was sad...stacie bastard us siak she manage to squeeze into the train while Yasin and i were stranded outside but nvm he smart we went all the way to dhoby gaut dan take the train towards our destination which was home......also the money thingy also like disappointing ah ahhahahah like want to pay just show ur money ah but all like ai mai like dat makes mi frust siak so i told them aiyah nvm ah is ok ah.......
aiyah tmr going to work already ah die ah jia lat ah maybe on tuesday and wed i taking MC ah heheheh dunno ah see how and also now i having a headache siak haiz it has been there for like quite sometimes ah wah lau irritating ah ok guys enjoy urself k and take care.....
Thursday, June 23, 2005
ok fine ah watever ah
wah lau dam shitty freak ah. I seriously dont understand my mom. Shit ah wah lau just because i dotn stay at home....i atfer work use the pc dats attidude problem to her but when ppl talk to her nicely and get shitty response dats not attidude problem. Freak ah wah lau i have been nice and all i did was i just keep quiet siak...now i seldom talk at home y coz i think i have been talking too much the whole day so i just wanna be quiet and rest my mouth ah. It maybe easy for them to say that my work is simple job but please ah...Sales have never been easy k if is dat easy dan y arent u doing sales. Fine she maybe working at the clinic but that does not mean u will meet the same type of ppl as mi. Like hello ppl who goes there are sick and they dont do much trouble while for mi no one is sick all is healthy and alive and Freaking rich and and comes in with thier big filthy money and complains and ask so much question. and when u dont answer thier questions they will ask wat type of Salesman u are. U get criticise by these idiots while u dont MOM.....and furthermore do u get customers asking u wat Handphone is good.....Like dats the most Fucked up question everyone ask. u come into the shop and ask mi like wat the hell....and when u ask them back a question they will say i am asking u a question and u reply mi with a queston is it and they just walk off...... like wat the fuck ah.....and please....... dont talk about mi and my school.....i have commitments to comply and fufill so please stop fucking mi about y i am coming back late y i am doing this y i am doing that......ppl tell u and there u go saying that ur not informed but when ppl like told her long time ago ah fuck ah wat the fuck siak y must i please them siak.....unlike my bro now he thinks he is fucking rich and also smart but wat he did not know is he is the one who is having attidude problem so please Stop saying i am having attidude problem ah i am fine i am ok i am happy and i am outgoing i dont give ppl stuck remarks i dont barge ani of my customers i treat my friends with fun and laughter so please......fuck ah wah lau this year is kinda fuck up year for mi ah real fucked up ah it sucks ah i hate it ah how sometimes i just want to run away from my reality but i cant how i wish i can indulge in Erimin 5, cough mixtures, valium, Weed, Glue sniffing, or get drunk and fuck around rather than be wat i am now. Wats so good bout kai he makes u feel good but does he feel good? do ani one goes up to u and say hey thanks for making my day though dats not neccessary but yah is this small remarks that makes u motivated in life but do i have one....no wat do i look forward to nothing wat do i think of my future nothing....like who understands mi now....everyone thinks i am a fucking Happy HAppy energectic guy ah fuck ah
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
wTF
siak ah wah lau today not my fault siak but everyone now makes mi feel like i am fucking bastard. ok first it was at home wah lau wake up early morning just to quarrel with my mom just to go out and also ask for money she say no money like wat the hell siak... dan afer dat manage to go out... thinking that the booth will still be on after dat reach skool nothing happen at all wah lau dam piss ah Fuck ah y must i please everyone siak y cant i just please myself and bastard everybody and dont give a freaking dam about everything ah......
Cartoon network in the house.....
wah today realli very tiring and sleepy ah my eyes dam steamy siak. Half open hahaah imagine how it will look like esp with someone who has freaking small eyes. Ani way today got to sign up Cartoon network for CAbleTV hahaha happy ah......ok dan today i am lonely Mr lonely seh.....no one sms mi...as in Nisa never sms mi at all....hahaah
dan also yah saw Emy online msn never chat at all.....hahaha kinda think she dont need me ani more ahhahaha ah dont bother about her ah ani way go check out SPGblogspot if ur into bodyworks and also bodyart of soft porn for those sickos....i kinda admire some of these ppl body parts.....real kool hahaah maybe i should start my own one too...hehehe
but too bad i cant view them properly coz my graphic card dam freaking eeeky siak hahahaha ok lah.... take care everyone love u guys and those who love mi ahhahahahahah ciao and to those who hate feel free to email mi dat u hate mi i realli love to know y u hate mi and make u love mi again......
dan also yah saw Emy online msn never chat at all.....hahaha kinda think she dont need me ani more ahhahaha ah dont bother about her ah ani way go check out SPGblogspot if ur into bodyworks and also bodyart of soft porn for those sickos....i kinda admire some of these ppl body parts.....real kool hahaah maybe i should start my own one too...hehehe
but too bad i cant view them properly coz my graphic card dam freaking eeeky siak hahahaha ok lah.... take care everyone love u guys and those who love mi ahhahahahahah ciao and to those who hate feel free to email mi dat u hate mi i realli love to know y u hate mi and make u love mi again......
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Flashbacks.......
today at work i was attracted to this malay girl.....she wear tudung and she smelled great siak....i was really appalled by her siak and i couldnt work properly...hahahaha ok wait though i think is the trend right now but yah she is real attractive though she was not that of a pretty lady but yah.....the way she dressed up and the way she smile and smell hahahahah wOw memsmerizing ah hehehehehhe.........ok after that work was kinda boring ah no chicks thats comparable as her.
Got back home watch a couple of shows and it was realli sucky coz alot of them had flashbacks about good times they had with thier friends and i too subconciously followed it and got me freaking teary again siak.....dan watch a movie on Star movie and it was all about relationship and she came into mind agian siak real irritating and saddening and when u see couples making up getting back together, wanting to smooch kinda view reminds mi of all the things that happen between mi and her siak haiz......ok now i seriously dunno ah....whether i should just stay single for a while till i totally get her out of my life or should i just be with Nisa....
and i want to watch a drama production but i got no freaking money argh........now got the imperjarament and upcoming got the dimsum dollies......
hahahahhah ani way this month my salary is $1000 so yah not so bad ah but have to pay my bill siak wah lau $100+ siak.....die ah....ok i got excuse ah but not valid for my parents ah.....
cant wait for this wed and Sat......hehehh Wed will be doing sales for ALL dan after dat proceed to raffles place for meeting dan i proceed for jamming hehheeh......
ani way kai is mixed, blur, Cork, emo ass freak with a crap hair hahhaahhah ok cYa ciaO
Got back home watch a couple of shows and it was realli sucky coz alot of them had flashbacks about good times they had with thier friends and i too subconciously followed it and got me freaking teary again siak.....dan watch a movie on Star movie and it was all about relationship and she came into mind agian siak real irritating and saddening and when u see couples making up getting back together, wanting to smooch kinda view reminds mi of all the things that happen between mi and her siak haiz......ok now i seriously dunno ah....whether i should just stay single for a while till i totally get her out of my life or should i just be with Nisa....
and i want to watch a drama production but i got no freaking money argh........now got the imperjarament and upcoming got the dimsum dollies......
hahahahhah ani way this month my salary is $1000 so yah not so bad ah but have to pay my bill siak wah lau $100+ siak.....die ah....ok i got excuse ah but not valid for my parents ah.....
cant wait for this wed and Sat......hehehh Wed will be doing sales for ALL dan after dat proceed to raffles place for meeting dan i proceed for jamming hehheeh......
ani way kai is mixed, blur, Cork, emo ass freak with a crap hair hahhaahhah ok cYa ciaO
Monday, June 20, 2005
Blogger's Fame Bullshit Lame Comment
i kinda getting more piss with the Superstar of the blog. At first i tot she was kinda cute but now is very pain in the ass. First she commented on SPGblogspot, and also she wrote some comment about Singapore Sales service. She commented that Sales service in Singapore is not flexible. I kinda disagree with her tots. First of all, hello we are salesman and we are not Boss of the company so we go by rules and regulation. Furthermore u think we can do what ever we want.....i serously ponder whether she got do sales not. I am in sales line and i realli hate it when ppl ask for discounts freebies and ask so much question and act as if they are freaking right andrich yet thier main motive is to claim these free products.
AND i hate this phrase......
THE CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT........
Fuck this phrase...coz they are not right at all.
Due to thie freaking phrase ppl get stuck up and also throw thier tantrum and expect good service from us Sales ppl.
When we do sales, nature comes into place. If u treat someone right, u will be treated back appropriately but if u are so fuck up dan i give u fuck up service. Hello ppl, Salesman are not from Mars or Jupiter but Human beings from a planet called earth and lives side by side with u so whats the fucking hell with the extra treatment that we need to give u i eat rice u eat rice too.....
haiz......and i am still pondering about my hair style.....for those who are wondering how i look like imagine the LEGO ppl hair......and u will see my hair......
Sunday, June 19, 2005
argh........
wah lau today i cut hair and i look like girl siak......
argh....i look ugly, i look weird, i look like a freak
i told the uncle to cut my hair like Beatles he at first dont understand
when i told him about the 60's fashion hair he dan say he know but after he cut like dat.....arghhhhh
i am feeling so freak Out.....argh....
hair hair oh....i use to care
now i look a girl who just cut hair
though now i feel alot of air
but still i regret cutting my hair
arghhhh uncle return my hair and my fare
argh....i look ugly, i look weird, i look like a freak
i told the uncle to cut my hair like Beatles he at first dont understand
when i told him about the 60's fashion hair he dan say he know but after he cut like dat.....arghhhhh
i am feeling so freak Out.....argh....
hair hair oh....i use to care
now i look a girl who just cut hair
though now i feel alot of air
but still i regret cutting my hair
arghhhh uncle return my hair and my fare
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ok i am back....cant believe i miss blogging ahhahahaah....dats super kinda extra duper weird but never mind.
Latest updates of my life......
ok guess what i have already question Nisa about her feelings towards me and yah now is all about the right time moving on to the next step i guess but yah i dunno i still think i wanna wait abit longer. coz i dunno my heart is still out for that someone still and but yah i too dont want to make an impression that i am with nisa to forget about emy kinda thingy....yah so i wanna be realli sure that i LOVE her. ani way emy has not contact me for like the past few days, i guess thats her standard procedure MIA for dunno how many days than after that get back into ppl lifes again.....like she is mere shadow no confidence not able to face reality kinda lady. Hmmm dats y i am kinda like NIsa coz this is her good strength standing up anf facing the harsh reality. hmmmm but the thing is y dont women msg u back when u msg them......dont inderstand that theory but nvm is ok soon the answers will come.
ani way just now i read about SPG.blogspot.com or in full sarongpartygirl.blogspot.com. You should go check out her blog and than u can understand the side of women and how feminism is kinda fueling up rite now. I kinda like her tots on PUSSIES POWER hahahhaahah go read if u want to noe more......and also about y women like to date White men dan asian. I dunno but i think i am getting more open to the idea even though i am sometimes jealous but what can i do rite......in a women life all she needs is to be pampered with love, gifts,money,and GOOD sex. Though some may disagree with the last point but yah go think about it.....furthermore women need to feel secure so cash in the only way. Yah if i were a women yes if i have the money i will try to make sure i will look tip top sexy and gain all the attraction i want......hahhhaahh. for a women good looks means confidence and confidence makes her the main attraction. Ani way just a little reminder to those intending to be SPG, look out coz there is always the black sheep and yah is more painful when ur having sex the 1st time hahhahaha ok crap bullshit.
About this blog, i realli admire her ability to express herself freely. i guess what she did was she is trying to display the absolute freedom of the blog and internet. But too bad in such a small crappy sometimes irritating society with media frenzied news reporters who are being controlled by the LEES....hahahahaah is very sad that she is now the public enemy of Singapore. i even read bout some one saying about what will other guys think of singapore girls. They may seem as if all of them are sluts and open for sex and nudity. how i really wish that person would retort that phrase. coz in this PORN frenzy MTV western influenced world whats proper influenced. If that person were to be a male, dont tell mi he never fantasize about japanese porn stars and what do he think of japanese? if is a female dont tell mi they never fantasize about thier naiveness that all guys must be hunky, this looks that looks, korean are better japanese man are sicko.......like hello arent these reality of the world.
btw she is making no harm to ani one to ani body. She dont have an trojan virus or ani devices that steal ur credit card number or charge u for viewing so whats the big fuss? talking about morals, please do u have ani morals? do u teach ur children that when they grow up they have to be send to the old age home and thats how a filial person can be. do you teach ur children how to treat the elderly do u? dont talk about morals when u dont even respect ur own family and elders.
ok lah i think i have said enugh ah and i got to liek work tmr.....aniway take care all my friends c u around....ciao
Latest updates of my life......
ok guess what i have already question Nisa about her feelings towards me and yah now is all about the right time moving on to the next step i guess but yah i dunno i still think i wanna wait abit longer. coz i dunno my heart is still out for that someone still and but yah i too dont want to make an impression that i am with nisa to forget about emy kinda thingy....yah so i wanna be realli sure that i LOVE her. ani way emy has not contact me for like the past few days, i guess thats her standard procedure MIA for dunno how many days than after that get back into ppl lifes again.....like she is mere shadow no confidence not able to face reality kinda lady. Hmmm dats y i am kinda like NIsa coz this is her good strength standing up anf facing the harsh reality. hmmmm but the thing is y dont women msg u back when u msg them......dont inderstand that theory but nvm is ok soon the answers will come.
ani way just now i read about SPG.blogspot.com or in full sarongpartygirl.blogspot.com. You should go check out her blog and than u can understand the side of women and how feminism is kinda fueling up rite now. I kinda like her tots on PUSSIES POWER hahahhaahah go read if u want to noe more......and also about y women like to date White men dan asian. I dunno but i think i am getting more open to the idea even though i am sometimes jealous but what can i do rite......in a women life all she needs is to be pampered with love, gifts,money,and GOOD sex. Though some may disagree with the last point but yah go think about it.....furthermore women need to feel secure so cash in the only way. Yah if i were a women yes if i have the money i will try to make sure i will look tip top sexy and gain all the attraction i want......hahhhaahh. for a women good looks means confidence and confidence makes her the main attraction. Ani way just a little reminder to those intending to be SPG, look out coz there is always the black sheep and yah is more painful when ur having sex the 1st time hahhahaha ok crap bullshit.
About this blog, i realli admire her ability to express herself freely. i guess what she did was she is trying to display the absolute freedom of the blog and internet. But too bad in such a small crappy sometimes irritating society with media frenzied news reporters who are being controlled by the LEES....hahahahaah is very sad that she is now the public enemy of Singapore. i even read bout some one saying about what will other guys think of singapore girls. They may seem as if all of them are sluts and open for sex and nudity. how i really wish that person would retort that phrase. coz in this PORN frenzy MTV western influenced world whats proper influenced. If that person were to be a male, dont tell mi he never fantasize about japanese porn stars and what do he think of japanese? if is a female dont tell mi they never fantasize about thier naiveness that all guys must be hunky, this looks that looks, korean are better japanese man are sicko.......like hello arent these reality of the world.
btw she is making no harm to ani one to ani body. She dont have an trojan virus or ani devices that steal ur credit card number or charge u for viewing so whats the big fuss? talking about morals, please do u have ani morals? do u teach ur children that when they grow up they have to be send to the old age home and thats how a filial person can be. do you teach ur children how to treat the elderly do u? dont talk about morals when u dont even respect ur own family and elders.
ok lah i think i have said enugh ah and i got to liek work tmr.....aniway take care all my friends c u around....ciao
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
happY BirThday NazWayne
today i celebrated mY younger Bro BDay. Ok His bDay was like last WeeK but nvm at least better than nothing rite. Ok we went to Lido to CatCh Batman Returns.
The Show was great, loved the gizmos and some of the scenes esp about losing someone u love is so the full of memories. Ani way yah but i feel that this batman is sucky coz he is too fierce and y must he talk in the growling low voice thats like not kool at all. Though this batman figure is much better than the rest but i kinda find him not the right batman. Maybe i grown up in the era where batman was not really fierce even though he was feared by most criminals. Also the league of shadow resemble like the terrorist. Main motive is to have justice by killing ppl.
ani way the show kinda like show how ones assumption is others perception. I mean if u are afraid of the bats does not mean that the rest of the world or should i say gotham city is afraid of Bats. Thats like so the selfcentered perception. Ani way this is my own perception it may differ from u Batman or comics Fan. Ok i am not realli a big fan of comics but i kinda like the whole adventure. And the ending of Batman where they introduce Joker is so the Freaking short and simple and the people who train batman or bruce wayne all get killed easily. Like Hello dont u think like the masters are now getting weaker.
overall i should rate the show a 7 out of 10 coz of is gizmos and able to relate the reality of losing your love ones. After the movies we head down to school. actualli wanted to proceed to the student lounge but in the end ended up at the jupiter cafe where i first met Hannah but than Steph, Wenqi, Alvin, Angel and wats the other guy name i dunno but nvm. We chat about the reality of being EXCO and also the memories we had with each other. Ani way here is a word of advise to all those candidates. Balance in ur studies, ur work and ur time is the most important thing while ur in ur office term. Always have an open mind to what ever u do and always dont bring out and bury those tots arguments hard into ur heart. Everyone is working towards the benefit for the students so dont let any of these politics destroy the friendship. And please for those who think they got attidude problem please be mindful off ur attidude, dont give the same attidude to ur teamates. it will destroy ur whole working experince and please be tactful in what ever u do. though i should say i am not realli a good Exco but i think i treid my best to help out in what area i could do which is maintaining friendship with everyone. Furthermore please be responsible of ur work if dunno ask around........ok i shall not comment ani more coz the rest are liek typical nonsensical behavoiur of ur everyday life.
After the sharing session, i headed to the CMM Mac Lab with my Bro to meet up with Nisa and Nadirah. She was the one who call me and ask mi where was i so thats y i liek headed there kinda thingy. Once i was there, we made lots of craps and criticise each other and enjoyed ourself. Than she had to go home and like we left the Lab and i like sleng followed them to the sports complex. dan along the way i was like what the hell y should i follow them to the sports complex. And also they were there waiting for thier frd so what the heck should i be there so once we left the sports complex and i made my move back home. I realli feel like an idiot siak following them to the sports complex. like y should i be like that, y should i feel this way and y should i go and meet her when like after the lab thingy she dont like appreciate my presence. u could sense that she dont want u to be present kinda thingy and like yah so i too made my move. Haiz.......kai kai kai ur such a weakling asshole freak where ppl think that ur the ONE the happy super energetic ever lively person but do they know me, do they satisfy my this weak heart and feelings.......haiz.....is this phobia of loving, is this? i dunno.....
and wats with the phone session with Emy yesterday....we chat for a while and talk about us and like when i ask her about her BF she like lazy to talk about it. Y is she like that ur now attached and like u dont wanna talk about him. Come on like she think she might hurt my feelings i am kinda went thru that period so wats hurting it twice and thrice it does not realli matter to u i guess....and whenever i talk about our past she ask mi to stop like haiz...i dunno ah ......than she wants me to say all those words that i use to say to her kinda thingy like wat the hell and than she will like say sorry......haiz i am not realli a person who bears the bad incidents so y must u say sorry.....haiz..... kai.... kai......
take care see ya around and to ahmad i will check u out on Saturday.....
The Show was great, loved the gizmos and some of the scenes esp about losing someone u love is so the full of memories. Ani way yah but i feel that this batman is sucky coz he is too fierce and y must he talk in the growling low voice thats like not kool at all. Though this batman figure is much better than the rest but i kinda find him not the right batman. Maybe i grown up in the era where batman was not really fierce even though he was feared by most criminals. Also the league of shadow resemble like the terrorist. Main motive is to have justice by killing ppl.
ani way the show kinda like show how ones assumption is others perception. I mean if u are afraid of the bats does not mean that the rest of the world or should i say gotham city is afraid of Bats. Thats like so the selfcentered perception. Ani way this is my own perception it may differ from u Batman or comics Fan. Ok i am not realli a big fan of comics but i kinda like the whole adventure. And the ending of Batman where they introduce Joker is so the Freaking short and simple and the people who train batman or bruce wayne all get killed easily. Like Hello dont u think like the masters are now getting weaker.
overall i should rate the show a 7 out of 10 coz of is gizmos and able to relate the reality of losing your love ones. After the movies we head down to school. actualli wanted to proceed to the student lounge but in the end ended up at the jupiter cafe where i first met Hannah but than Steph, Wenqi, Alvin, Angel and wats the other guy name i dunno but nvm. We chat about the reality of being EXCO and also the memories we had with each other. Ani way here is a word of advise to all those candidates. Balance in ur studies, ur work and ur time is the most important thing while ur in ur office term. Always have an open mind to what ever u do and always dont bring out and bury those tots arguments hard into ur heart. Everyone is working towards the benefit for the students so dont let any of these politics destroy the friendship. And please for those who think they got attidude problem please be mindful off ur attidude, dont give the same attidude to ur teamates. it will destroy ur whole working experince and please be tactful in what ever u do. though i should say i am not realli a good Exco but i think i treid my best to help out in what area i could do which is maintaining friendship with everyone. Furthermore please be responsible of ur work if dunno ask around........ok i shall not comment ani more coz the rest are liek typical nonsensical behavoiur of ur everyday life.
After the sharing session, i headed to the CMM Mac Lab with my Bro to meet up with Nisa and Nadirah. She was the one who call me and ask mi where was i so thats y i liek headed there kinda thingy. Once i was there, we made lots of craps and criticise each other and enjoyed ourself. Than she had to go home and like we left the Lab and i like sleng followed them to the sports complex. dan along the way i was like what the hell y should i follow them to the sports complex. And also they were there waiting for thier frd so what the heck should i be there so once we left the sports complex and i made my move back home. I realli feel like an idiot siak following them to the sports complex. like y should i be like that, y should i feel this way and y should i go and meet her when like after the lab thingy she dont like appreciate my presence. u could sense that she dont want u to be present kinda thingy and like yah so i too made my move. Haiz.......kai kai kai ur such a weakling asshole freak where ppl think that ur the ONE the happy super energetic ever lively person but do they know me, do they satisfy my this weak heart and feelings.......haiz.....is this phobia of loving, is this? i dunno.....
and wats with the phone session with Emy yesterday....we chat for a while and talk about us and like when i ask her about her BF she like lazy to talk about it. Y is she like that ur now attached and like u dont wanna talk about him. Come on like she think she might hurt my feelings i am kinda went thru that period so wats hurting it twice and thrice it does not realli matter to u i guess....and whenever i talk about our past she ask mi to stop like haiz...i dunno ah ......than she wants me to say all those words that i use to say to her kinda thingy like wat the hell and than she will like say sorry......haiz i am not realli a person who bears the bad incidents so y must u say sorry.....haiz..... kai.... kai......
take care see ya around and to ahmad i will check u out on Saturday.....
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I'M back
ok ladies and gentleman
i am back but is only temporary cause my pc now is half alive so i am kinda lucky that i can take this oppurtunity to spend my time posting a kinda long post. i hope is not too long coz i am just afraid that my pc will just die on mi and TADA......there goes my effort.
ani way i am feeling mixed today, kinda down kinda up also got ah i dunno how to express such feelings but never mind y am i feeling down. Previously i was chasing the Girl her name is Nisa, ok now i am like wondering whats her feeling for me. Though we kinda like call each other dear but hello how many ppl call each other dear and yet not attached to each other. Ok and also like though i am like want to chase her but i am not the old kai ani more i guess. Gone were the days where if i want to write a love poem it can just come out just like that. Gone where the days where sms was heaven for mi where i can just express my feelings for the other party. I am not like who i am now compared to when i was with emy. Ok Since i have mention her name i shall tell u about how is things between mi and her. Ok now we are like kinda like flirting with each other kinda thingy, sexual desires is involve. I went to her house to make out with her and that was like the second time we met face to face. The first time that i met her we smooched each other. It was realli kinda sensational thingy but yah......we are no more a couple but yet we are smooching and making out like what the hell. I also confessed my feelings towards her and also how i miss her and no women in the world right now can replaced her kinda thingy. I dunno but she told me she teared while reading my sms. but the most freaking thing was that day when i make out with her, her BF which she said is not came to pick her up and she started to panic and was like telling mi what happen if he come to ther house kinda thingy and see mi around. She realli panic but yah as a gentleman and soomeone who love her i just calm her down and told her to go off first. when i got home i ask her about her outing with her BF and she told mi is not a BF but her cousin Bestfriend. at first i was puzzled like if that is true than y the panic ok nvm. So i was browsing friendster one day and i saw the guy same guy that picked her up that day at her house and read the testimonial and like what the hell.......is the BF i mean come on y didnt she tell mi the truth ok thats ok.
ani way the making out thingy at her house was a talking session of wat happen between us kinda topic and like whether we could reconcile back. The thing i could not understand was like she say i am too over-protective. I seriously ponder which part of mi is over protective. i mean asking u to inform mi who u with and at where is over protective......Frankly my defination is over protective is.......
not replying msg within the same hour
no going out with GFs
no going to the beach
not allowed to chat with ani guy
before stepping out of house to report to me
before eating seek my permission
everywhere i go u have to be around
not allowed to go home alone
and etc....
i mean like hello i dont such things i need my space u need ur space too but i dont understand her meaning.
She also said she dont like to meet me everyday frankly speaking u are the one who ask mi to come to school. ani way i only agree with her when she say i get jump to conclusion easily. Yes i agree with that but come on if i know what u are doing and than at least i will not conclude easily.
ok pardon my messy crappy paragraphs but yah i am not here to write a composition but to voice out my stuff. so yah if u realli think is realli crappy and not grammartically correct i would like to say thank you for taking the effort to pick out my mistake.
i am back but is only temporary cause my pc now is half alive so i am kinda lucky that i can take this oppurtunity to spend my time posting a kinda long post. i hope is not too long coz i am just afraid that my pc will just die on mi and TADA......there goes my effort.
ani way i am feeling mixed today, kinda down kinda up also got ah i dunno how to express such feelings but never mind y am i feeling down. Previously i was chasing the Girl her name is Nisa, ok now i am like wondering whats her feeling for me. Though we kinda like call each other dear but hello how many ppl call each other dear and yet not attached to each other. Ok and also like though i am like want to chase her but i am not the old kai ani more i guess. Gone were the days where if i want to write a love poem it can just come out just like that. Gone where the days where sms was heaven for mi where i can just express my feelings for the other party. I am not like who i am now compared to when i was with emy. Ok Since i have mention her name i shall tell u about how is things between mi and her. Ok now we are like kinda like flirting with each other kinda thingy, sexual desires is involve. I went to her house to make out with her and that was like the second time we met face to face. The first time that i met her we smooched each other. It was realli kinda sensational thingy but yah......we are no more a couple but yet we are smooching and making out like what the hell. I also confessed my feelings towards her and also how i miss her and no women in the world right now can replaced her kinda thingy. I dunno but she told me she teared while reading my sms. but the most freaking thing was that day when i make out with her, her BF which she said is not came to pick her up and she started to panic and was like telling mi what happen if he come to ther house kinda thingy and see mi around. She realli panic but yah as a gentleman and soomeone who love her i just calm her down and told her to go off first. when i got home i ask her about her outing with her BF and she told mi is not a BF but her cousin Bestfriend. at first i was puzzled like if that is true than y the panic ok nvm. So i was browsing friendster one day and i saw the guy same guy that picked her up that day at her house and read the testimonial and like what the hell.......is the BF i mean come on y didnt she tell mi the truth ok thats ok.
ani way the making out thingy at her house was a talking session of wat happen between us kinda topic and like whether we could reconcile back. The thing i could not understand was like she say i am too over-protective. I seriously ponder which part of mi is over protective. i mean asking u to inform mi who u with and at where is over protective......Frankly my defination is over protective is.......
not replying msg within the same hour
no going out with GFs
no going to the beach
not allowed to chat with ani guy
before stepping out of house to report to me
before eating seek my permission
everywhere i go u have to be around
not allowed to go home alone
and etc....
i mean like hello i dont such things i need my space u need ur space too but i dont understand her meaning.
She also said she dont like to meet me everyday frankly speaking u are the one who ask mi to come to school. ani way i only agree with her when she say i get jump to conclusion easily. Yes i agree with that but come on if i know what u are doing and than at least i will not conclude easily.
ok pardon my messy crappy paragraphs but yah i am not here to write a composition but to voice out my stuff. so yah if u realli think is realli crappy and not grammartically correct i would like to say thank you for taking the effort to pick out my mistake.
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