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yesterday my bro went out for a gathering with all his former colleagues which is mine but the organizer never invite me so yah i didnt like the idea of gatecrashing such an event coz i am not the thick face after all although i have done many undesirable act in public but i onli do it in the name of fun n entertainment. Any way we left the house together with our parents assumption that we were out together but in real fact we were all on our own. My Bro headed down to Selegie while i was left with nothing to do n no one to hang out with so i decided to take a walk. i alighted at city hall n i walk the whole of the CBD area tilll i reach the Rainway train station decided to walk all the way till i almost reach Telok blangah dan i decided to stop n head back to city hall esplanade there. At esplanade, i just sat there alone n daze into the cloudy sky n the not attractive scenic dat every visitor assume dat is so attractive dat they have to take it as thier back ground. Ani way yah...i sat there all alone for like 2 hour or so n yah after dat decided to meet my bro at Selegie. So i from esplanade i walk all the way to selegie there. It was kinda near for mi ah but considering after walking like from city hall to Telok blangah n fro it was kinda tiring ah but it felt good. At selegie i watched my Godsister n my bro n one more of thier colleague played pool with two of my godsister friends ah. Sat there for like half n hour or so everyone wanted to go home so my bro n i walk back to city hall just to take a bus back home.

We Finally reached home n it was 5 in the morning.

today went to my cousin house for house warming at Jurong. I really like her house coz it is so simple n empty yet a classic design. though the house could not accomodate her uncles n aunties n her friends i guess it doesnt matter coz the house is very nice indeed. At her place one of my uncle Demostrated the Diamond water Fucking bullshit thing. It sounds so the amazingly like making ur facial better providing nutrients for the skin good for hair n food. Cook in food it will enhance the smell, soak fruits n veg in the water will make it more crunchy n fresher. to me is all bullshit. how enhance can food become, how does fruits get crunchier when wat u all consume is chemical chemical n more chemical. Wat u drink is chemical from mineral water where they assume is from the mountain of evain are just pure bullshit, Coke Pepsi sweet drinks all contain chemicals, the food u consume have insecticide, growth enhancement chemicals n not forgetting when u cook u use the teflon wok or non stick cooking materials to cook, the spatula u use is made of parts glue together, chances of glue melting n getting into ur food is so high so wat u talking about making things fresher. Or wait are we talking about longetivity? y the sudden obsession of all these ideas..making urself look good, eat healthy, drink pure good water.......wat the fucking bull....i guess this is the main reason dat ppl get so obsesse about but let mi ask u do u noe how long u will live, when will u die, when will u give birth? eat so healthy n yet get crush under the lorry wheel, eat so healthy n yet get struck by lightning hahahaah u see wat i mean...y eat so healthy n yet there are so many factors to consider to make u die so i dont understand the need n obsession of growing old n heathy.Ani way after dat i went off go the mini gig at beat merchant. it was realli as usual thrashing good energetic session where we excuted many moves but i needed to rush off after the mini gig to collect so barang barang from my Grandma house at Tanjong pagar. After collecting went home in the train i saw many malay tough guy with tattoos half colour unattractive tattoos using chinese ink n many types of guys dunno where they heading too but yah in my mind was the big deal about being a tough guy? the manly u are the more chicks u get to fuck hahaahh hello i can tell u one thing malays guys most of them are fucking dickless dont have the guts to approach a girl n also need to do things in a group not independant. Ok back to the topic y tough guy? y in the world do we need tough guy we keep emphasizing make peace not war if is peace y have tough guys y do we have tough guy like Mr Bush administration, y have tough guys trying to fight for pride, y have tough guys who are not tough but act tough y must we have such stupid idiots in our society n destroy the peace of our society by fighting n showing off who is more powerful stronger n mightier......fuck u tough guys.

finally i just have to say dat i hate my life rite now so much for being 21 when ur not even treated one. so much for the 21 years n couting of staying at home n listeining to PAPA MUMMY. Fucking fuck up.....y is life like dat where is the simplicity of life when someone reaches a age let him go..... where is the fun in life when all u do is work hard to get more n more money.....where is the love when love is all about possesion in life.....