beginning of the fasting month

ok tmr will be the 1st day of fasting which I am not really looking forward to it.
Coz during this month i have to be very busy coz i need to pack my house stuff to prepare for the house renovation which will be after HARI RAYA. Thus i will be the onli soul who will be doing the packing of the whole house. And furthermore is very sickening to pack half way n u cant decided which things are to throw or not coz it does not belongs to mi n have to keep asking my parents whether to keep it or not. Sometimes wat maybe thrash to mi is supposingly to be useful stuff for my parents which i hate that coz they dont use it at all n i still have to pack it. Also with this packing, i dont think i will have time to hang out or go out ith any of my friends. Haiz is realli sucky, b4 going NS ur just stuck at home with so many things to do all by urself dan once ur in NS there u go again doing the silliest stuff ever imagine. Aiyo y cant i just go out n enjoy n slack n sit ack n enjoy nature at it's fullest. Realli demoralising leh......