useless i am, lonely i'll be
slacking at home all the way
guess i will be doing it till my enlistment day

21 years n 6 days old
makes no diff when i was 19 years old
confine to my house n parents i have
making my life miserable n tiring it seems

relationship n friendship
are two things with diff meanings

n r interlinked with one another

but both brings many unhappiness

chaos n confusion
is all i feel right now
nothing is clear
future still in a bleak
feelings are intertwined
how i wish i can just go back time
when i was young n carefree
playing my toys is all i had in my mind