speechless

someone msg me today asking me y am i less friendly,
y am i different,
from appearance to my expression and to my feelings y has it changed

to all my friends i guess u all must be wondering y most of my blog post are boring and depressed

let me tell u straight in the face that i am not wat u see
i am not ur entertainer
i am not ur happy go lucky guy
i am never happy
i am lost in direction(no motive in life)
i am not satisfied with wat i have
i am lazy
i am a wanker who wanks 3 times a day
i am a loser in love
i am ugly
i dont have wat u call charisma, charms and looks
i am fat
i am a quiet person
i am not ur love Doctor

i am not ur smart guy with all the brains in the world

i do things to get attention

i am a timid

i fall in love to easily

i am a loser coz i never win ani thing at all

i am a devil not religious at all

there are many more so my please dont see mi as wat i am

if u think i got all the looks and charms and feelings

y do u treat mi like this

u dont even treasure mi