Surprise scary weirdy Funny Novicing Job

ani way today kinda piss off with the crowd at work coz there was totally nobody who was interested in getting a phone or a line and yah i was literally digging my nose or i should term it as Deepnose coz i was digging as deep as i could. ani way it was kinda fun with Mai Thanks for accompanying me at work and also u have to thank me for having me working there if not u also boring alone hahhahahaha.
ani way hmmmm mai mai luo mai kai hehehehehh if u r reading this go ask ur chinese frd wats luo mai kai hehehee.

ani way after work rush down to meet up with the lioncitydiy crew kinda one big family. it was realli nice to see everyone connected to each other one way or another and i feel like one big family. guess they should have such events more often not just gathering at the gigs but like just sitting down and talking cork and drink tea hahahah.

and i have to prepare for tmr...my i am going to be an emcee for the 1st time in public at Toa payoh. My is going to be some arts events thingy and i tot my job scope was just RaRA the crowd but dam i have to even say so much things i now pressure leh and also i am being paid like 200+ hhahahah haiz.....dunno ah hope not to see ani one familiar around dam paiseh leh........

Just as everything was going smoothly

just as i tot all was going smoothly and tmr i will be able to attend the gig idiotic stanley justtold mi sorry cannot find replacement basket wah lau i tell him one week advance also cannot make it must tell like wat 3 weeks one month advance ah KNN ah him. aniway i am feeling disappointed with myself coz i will be putting alot of ppl down. Ppl like DoDo Kids, audrey and gang, and also hannah and also my band siak haiz and the organizer wah lau i am feeling fucking fuck up siak......

and also if u guys read the news dat there was this boy who was run down by a lorry at Choa Chu kang dats kinda like my 2nd Cousin. wah lau his face was smashed up. i was wondering how will he be cleaned up to be buried ah....coz like yah for muslims for those who dunno we wrap ourselves in cloth and buried in the groud but for his case my cousin how siak? ani way life is precious my friends and my darlings and everyone who is reading this take good care of ur life and enjoy every moment spent with ur loved ones coz u will neber know when u will see them again......

and mai thanks for the chat kinda enjoyable and makes mi feel so comfortable.....hahah ciao

perfect excellent marvellous day

today was a fine smoothing day met up with ahmad to slack actualli wanted to grab a movie but did not had a movie of our choice. Slack for quite sometime and Fauzi our Abang singer Superstar join us too and we walk around orchard. Kinda like miss those days where we will go out the whole gang together, Yan, Sin, NaZ, Zi, ahamd, is, and not forgetting me together. any way after that Ahmad had to move out for work while fauzi had to move out for his fitting though it was just a short period of time dat we spent with each other i guess each of us treasured it.

after dat met up with seelan at Dhoby Ghuat and went to peace center for his printing n yah after dat rush to Garage studio for jamming. Today jamming the ambience not power thrashy enugh ah maybe is the guitar amp. and though we kinda like waste our fucking time jamming though i guess we are kina tight we just continue thrashing our music all the way. after jamming hang out with DoDo, Din, Kyn from my precious, rahmat, jamez, shai, yati, Ep and Gf which later on for a while met and the other guy i forget his name. ani way DoD o just came back from Sentosa and could see that they were kinda tired. Had dinner where i didnt and saw them eating like Char siew, trotters soup and tom yam i kinda like tell myself kai wake up not all indons are Muslim pardon my short form but i never meant for ani insult. dan after dat when to borders and slack and yah along the way took some photos and i also entertained them with my cranky silly street stunts. they find me crazy hahahahah dats kinda cool. ani way yah Ari is great, dedek was super smiley and the other guy i dunno his name was great to talk to. my oh my come to think about it they are all Uni students my i sometimes feel ashamed of myself for not registering for a Uni even though i might be elgible for but nvm.

ani way the whole day i was msging Mai.....hehheheh.ANiway if u Guys free come Down to My gig on Friday CoZ XyX is going to Have thraShing GooD time....

Ballon

solid looking on the outside

empty on the inside

rubberish exterior

expandable material

limit it does when is stretched

fragile it'll be the longer it gets
fun to be with

when is partying

left deceased

before inflating

plenty of colours

lively it is

my goodness

isnt my life resemble like it

Smiling

Today i just wrote a comment written by a guest writer on the new paper. He was discussing about whether singaporeans still smile. I guess he has a very good point there in saying that Singaporeans are no more smiling. And also his reasons on y we are not smiling any more is the fact. Come to think about it, have we ever tot our family members or our little kids to smile at each other? and also nowadays kids are ever less friendly.....i use to remeber back in those days when i was young, race colour and language was no issue in mind just as long as we share our toys and make the best and realistic noise from the toys is the only thing that we were concern about. Playing soccer, catching at those humongous with sand and those wooden planks bridges playground and also poison ball, all u need to do is just stand there and those are playing will immediately approach u and ask "Want to Play?" now haiz is so sad to say that we come from a racial harmony country but do w play with each other, interact often? NO is only when it comes to NS, Studying in school(doing projects)and this depends also coz is always the one race group thing unless group by the teacher. when we go to the market also we dont hear the aunties speaking malays to the Mak cik, we seldom hear the malays askin the Aunties "Ku lui"ah ? Soon we will hear everyone speaking in the heaviest accent " Duo Sao Neh?" coz not long our markets will be infiltrated by China Chinese. And the mak ciks will only go to the malay stores onli and no more making buisness with the chinese and there will be less interactivity amoung the races.

another thing dat ponders me is how amazing and ignorant the Chinese China perceive us Singaporeans. Is like as if, all living being in Singapore are able to speak Mandarin and explain every freaking detail in Mandarin. Is so sad to see this happening coz if u come to a acountry u adapt to thier living and not ppl adapt to ur living...my goodnesss dat means from your bathing ettique, speaking on the phone, ur habits my please ADAPT.

Y siak y me siak?

i dunno ah but i was told by my parents dat in the month of september i shall cancel off all my plans and stay at home and look out for my bro PSLE.....haiz like wat the fuck man. Come ah...i had to look out from my second bro PSLE dan now my youngest bro. Furthermore wat a way to enjoy ur taste of childishness and inmaturity and. Come on i am going NS, i dont have any opportunity to destress, go wild, exploit life to its fullest. Y are they doing this to me. Whenever my parents describe about their youger days, they say the do this go here go there, they had abundance of freedom...y cant they give me the same amount of freedom? is not as if i am not educated, drop out, or never complete studies.....i completed and fulfill their wish and now they still wanna control me.....please please y y tell me....

now my life is such a bore....
actualli wat is life?
planning for the future?
learning from mistake?
slacking around?
earning money?
crappy.....

now just wait and slack and die for NS to come and yah fuck the wrld....
and i am deprive of sex hahahahah need to find someone where i can release....

yo guys i am back....ani way i have a new crush in heart now...
her name is sarah....
met her at AUdrey BBQ she looks heavenly....
though we never talk much
she sounds so wonderful to me.....
but i guess is just a crush n will not further more
y?
coz first of all
i got low self esteem to chase her
and also she is rich......
high maintainance......
Age is not a prob coz she is going 20 to be
Looks does matter
coz i am ur FatY Kai UglY JoCk
ani way she is athletic and i am pathatic
her pictures are marvellous she looks dam good esp
with her specs on
she makes me go Nuah when i see her in specs
though she aint much meat but i have all the meat in the world to make her warm
haiz but too bad a crush is just a crash
a short period to like someone dats all it stands

ani way today was ok fine and perfect.....
i was walking around naked in my house coz i was totally alone
and yah mine u totally naked nothing on hahahahaahh
but yah not untill my mom who came back from Malacca
and yah starts destroying the peace and the quietness of the house
fucking piss off
she even called me heartless can u just imagined dat
i just wonder which mom says dat to the kid.....
wait i am going to be 21
and still a mama boys...
wait which 21 year old kid still stay at home respect thier parents
does not go out at night
dont club
goes back home straight after work
dont smoke
listen to them
dont retaliate with wat they said
haiz.....y cant she just appreciate
wah lau in such modern society 1 out of 5 kids dont come home b4 12
haiz guess who is more heartless
i think i shall just bear it coz i got another 2 more months to endure and TADA
i am gone
no more ur heartless son
no more nagging from u.....

days after days back to back......

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Fucking Fuck up ah

i hate love.....y must we love.....when u put ur whole heart and soul to it, u get shit but when u just play around u get ppl seriusly loving u fuck u ah love fuck it ah......

now i wonder wat is love

love a word

but pains the world

hearts burning and souls crashing

TMR BIG DAY!!!!!

tmr is graduation day hahahha i haven register yet but is ok i called the school up and they say all i need is to come down an hour earlier and yah register and all will be fine hahahah ani way yah i will be missin gmy Matric Card. Though is just one hell of a pathetic card dat does not serve much purpose to me it has plentyful of memories. From the 1st day i step into TP and take photo during the registration at Audi to ppl approaching me to join the FOC hahahha which i will miss and never forget to my first time with my classmates hahahahah i will never forget the lines i said and also the jokes Yan made about me ahhahahhah
wah lau looking back those days where Fauzi me Gaz shafie sara nora and yah i forget this girl name ah hahahha but yah my crush ahhahahaha hanging out after school in school toking cork until like 9. Playing soccer with Vishnu and the gang, my first presentation hahahah IISO hahahah was really cool, TPSU, SCHOOL SONG, ITAS canteen, sambal drumstick rice meal hahhah wah i miss dat...... Yasir Big Showdown, Sleeping in Lectures, Chasing for Tutorials hahahahh wah lau the friends we made the hi and the bye we said to each other along the aisle way hahahahha KAZAA LAB hahahaahah kool.....yahoo POOL dam it got caught playing and was fine $50 bucks CB....hmmmm and muji caught for setting up Counter strike Network in school hahahhahah FYP LABS where i stay there till the end of the day......learning .NET programming haiz so many things to talk about but lazy to type ahahahahha ho wish there is a device where is connecting to my brain and just type out wat i am thinking or wanna say ahhahahahh
ok lah enugh ah i wanna go makan ah very hungry take care kai and kai friends TP is now History......all i can do now is look back and enjoy the moments dat i had........

is my planning dat bad

time is a funny thing i guess...when ur free ur totally free and you got seriously nothing to do. But when u got things to do ur freaking busy take example like last week seriously nothing to do boring like shit
now like

TUESDAY
Lunch with ain

WEDNESDAY
Graduation Day at 10(which i think i will not go)
SU gathering at East Coast
Filming for Pilot Screen project
Seesha-ing
XyX Jamming

Friday
Audrey BBQ party(still thinking whether i should go)

Saturday
XyX performing at Safra
Stacie's Bday Party

hahahah wah like got so many activities.......ani way read SPG blog and saw her face and her pic i should say she is not ur hot babe with a great face but i admire her courage and her stand coz for a girl like her confidence is ever oozing for her n dats wat i admire about her and about ladies when they have that confidence in them.

Any way for those who want to know about my love life ahahahah there isnt ani more PPL now in MIA period, Nisa is just a pure friend, and i think i am going to be a gay man. Is so freaking depressing when females just dump u like dat hahahhaah and there they say guys are bastard eat ur words coz u bastard me. Sometimes they give guys too much hope and feelings and in the end TADA! can we just be friends super dam sucky.......

ok they say guys are boring, possessive, heartless.....ok wait lets tonight explain y guys such manners

Lets talk about boring....
Boring wats interesting for guys Esp in Singapore.....everywhere we go is still the same place same area we pak tor same thing doing it again and again so yah of coz is boring. Also y guys are boring coz we dont have fucking money......so we cannot book fullerton hotel for 3 days 2 nights or cannot go to High class restaurant to eat...haiz u tell me if u dont have money where would u go in Singapore? Just name it ah.......name me ten places dat u can go to without spending more dan $50 bucks together...... ok wait i can hear esplanade, pool, beach, window shopping, some more......

ok lets now talk about possesive.......
ok this is kinda common and sometimes extreme but i shall say possesive in the most mildest way. 1st of all let me explain y guys are possesive....b4 GF & BF the guy will spend alot of time with her being with her and like yah spend money buying gifts to arouse her interest and trying to be interesting and not boring....after once got together we feel a sense of an achievement that i got the girl i like and yah i want to keep her till as long as i can till there is no more love dats y we are possesive. Ok wait i can hear the girls say wah lau u think wat we are toys ah objects for u to keep ah.......hahahhah the answer is no but yah u should jolly be faithful towards him....coz we take our guts and pocket money out to chase after u and limit our scope just for u and no one else and dan wat u expect us to do.....just let u free like dat ah......haiz....
ok now to the extreme part
i noe is bad, scary and irritating for guys to go to the extreme but wat to do wat we say we meant it from our hearts like....I LOVE YOU or there is no one who can replace u duh......we all meant it so after we break off we tend to like yah cant forget how the time we spent together and also the feelings we had for each other. ok yah i noe is all over but if there is no one who can replace u life continues like dat for a guy. Coz guy cant multitask we are focus beings thus when we want some one or love someone , we just love and love onli her dats all.

hahahah heartless....
ok guys are weird ppl i noe i am one of them we are heartless to u but deep down inside we are also hurt too. Y do we initiate breakups sometimes or for mi all the time coz we are logic thinking ppl if things are not rite and we cant find no solution we break off. But dan the girls might think dat hey wait since we break off is time for mi to find another guy hahahaah yah do u noe is easy to find a guy dan to find a girl. talking about heartless how bout making a guy wait or maybe tortue him emotionally and tricking him into believing dat love is coming on is way and after dat just dump him ahhahahah so who is heartless.....as i was mentioning a girl finding a guy is like opening up ur two hands and spreading ur fingers as wide as u can.....dats the amount of guys u can choose from.
for a guy to choose a girl, is onli like sticking up ur middle finger and concentrate on getting her dats all. so u tell mi how fortunate girls are......

talking about stupidity
wait guys are actualli smart beings but they sacriface thier ego and thier smartness just to make sure that the girl will have a sense of well being. So how ? we sacriface our time our money our hearts our minds and soul for u and our ego just to make sure u feel great when u go out with us. And we also let u dump ur temper on us and we have to be a fool.......and be heartless and not take watever u say seriusly.....


haiz ani way i wrote this from my own point of view and also experince i heard from my frds all around me. though i may not be right i kinda believe that both sides are also experincing same problems with guys dumping girls and girls dumping guys but have u tot dat if u stop now wat u are doing would u think this will carry on? one person makes a diff when it comes to such things coz is has a chain reaction like how we all must wear the colourful plastic bands rite now ani way yah.....feel free to comment this kinda long stupid and sometimes meaningful post ah hahahahah ani way ciao

Fucking fucking boring boring giler

today dam freaking boring have been staying at home doing nothing....might as wel go out and have some fun haiz but i guess i cant coz i have to stay at home. tot got something to look forward to when someone say they would come to my house and where we can have lots of fun but in the end as usual when M.I.A cant be blame coz thats how the person is always M.I.A

tmr working at woodlands haiz lucky fucking boring going to work and my work is to kill time haiz.......
am i deem to be like dat.....
ani way these are the things i wish i could do rite now while i am blogging

Clubbing
Drinking
Fucking
Grooving with Chicks
Movies( Fantastic 4, Sin city, The long Yard......these are the current shows i want to watch)
Slacking around with a girl
Be alone with a great view infront of me
Playing toys
Acting on stage

wah how i wish i can do all these rite now.....maybe not all but at least a few of them. Furthermore i dont think i will have such opportunity to i guess....maybe during my NS ah period ah let hope so.......

8th July 2005

today is just a normal freaking boring day. worked till like 9plus dan had dinner with my family. Ani way while working i ask Her y she like seldom msg me and like ask her whether i am in her way with this other guy whom i see is realli interested in her and yah thinks she is the one. So i kinda feel like outkast and yah if i am not needed y give me such hope. She replied me and yah she say she is not getting close to ani one and also yah she is not interested in getting into a relationship.haiz dan dat realli defeats the purpose of me getting close with her i guess she got my hints dat i kinda like her wait is not hint i even confess to her dat i like her.

ani way guess we can only be friends dats all. though i kinda ok with it but yah i feeling kinda sad and lost. at the moment i am kinda looking for someone who dont take mi as a joke and yah is concern about mi. Thats very hard at the moment, how can i find one guess i have to look but haiz time is running out wait am i kinda getting despo to get a girl b4 i get into NS? hmmmm maybe yes or wait or is it i need a companion to replace Emy who was the onli one i ever tot and think of. haiz...

wait i reali dunno wat is must motive in getting a girl ahahhahaah
ani way take care my frds
miss u all
take care

i tot it was just a joke

my goodness just now while i was working a guy came to me and ask mi whether i heard the news about London got bombed. i took it for a joke and my it really happen

y

y

y must bombs destroy lives

y do we need technology to take our lives

y cant we just live with nature

and be in sync with motherhood

and let nature takes its course

y are we using gods name to destroy ppl

when the almighty created ppl

u call urself holy but u contradict everything around you

u despise ppl who are not with you

y

god sent us here to learn to live with one another

to respect others differences though ones religions is the Right religion

y cant we use words to kill each other

y must we use bombs

if u wanna kill y not bring impt ppl to a war playground

and starts bombing each other

start firing at each other

ani way to all those who have faith in thier religion

and i dont care wat religion u r

just pray to go

beg god

to show them the rightouseness

of life

and not foolishness

my hearts and condolensces goes out to the Muslims, the Jews, the Chinese, the Hindus, the Christians, the Catholics and the rest whom are not mentioned who are affected by this major incident.

and a clapping hands to tony blair for putting his nation in such grave danger and being a slave to the american policy and beliefs.

POLICIES destroys the world but politicians just cry for thier own world

y are u like dat?

am i feeling like a fool wait i am a fool.

Y should i msg her ani more

i think this is the time where i shall show my ego

she has finish her paper and yah till now have not msg me yet

ok i wanna see whether she got wish me good nite

if not dan i think i shall forget about chasing her coz it leads to no where

haiz girls girls y do all the girls i like are all like dat

y dont they have a responsibility or at least the decency to msg someone back

if u dont like dat someone please tell mi

stop giving hopes for me

i am lazy in getting such relationship

i want someone who is concern about me

i want someone who likes to be with me

hhahahaha is dat like so difficult to ask

ok since she is not the one who shall i turn to ?

i know this girl dat i use to like

but i dont like her behaviour

i like another one but i never chase her

should i chase her now

but i think the feeling is different already

haiz

kai

kai such a pure sore loser

in relationship

hahahahahha

turning over a new leaf

you know ever since i started working often at Admiralty. i am like kinda influence by the shop neighbour. The shop neighbour. influenced not about sex or bad things but is about being religious. Everyday at around late afternoon, the shop owner would like take out his "taksbir",dunno how u spell it but yah i guess dats they way u spell, aka the muslim rosery. Ani way yah with his sincerity and also his strong faith towards the religion is also insipre me to increase my faith towards God too.

as in start praying often and also start reading the holy Book and also attend Firday prayers haiz....i am like freaking lazy in doing it. But yah ani way i will continue working often there maybe he is one person who will inspire me to start being religious.

ani way these few days kinda like boring coz all my frds all like busy with Exams and like yah i have to give them encouragement and also maybe i got a friend to accompany mi.

Got my pay and yah came out a list of wat to get

Gastby Facial wash Scrub

More Boxers

A pair of skate shoes

Cologne dunno wat brand

A new wallet

Contact Lens

More socks

More Tee Shirts

Motherboard

RAM

Dunno whether can get all of them not ah but haiz................take care guys...

fuck ah

wah lau is realli fucked up day for mi started out with a great day and now like CB all fucked up kena Fuck for selling phone to get cash like of coz ah i will do it without telling u guys coz u guys will also will disapprove and yah u guys got no money also siak......dan also say wat i am now like diff ah always on the PC like hello how long more can i have this opp to do it after dat i am no more young to log on and chat haiz and stop telling me dat ur times and ur history ah coz is like hello u work from 7 to 3 after dat wat time u come back home wah lau i cant leh i work from 11 to 9 after dat where got social life so please ah i already got fucking no life and now u wanna control it......haiz

and my bro freaking bro real freaking bodoh siak after work go and drink dan never think about when go home how wah lau dan goon leh i mean when wanna drink dont like when u need to go home thingy ah haiz.....and please mom and dad dont tell mi about tidak apa attidude ah coz i still care for the family and ur precious pockets so dats y i dont want to inflict more burden to u so dats y i am doing these stuff. Furthermore please dont compare us with ani one coz u noe wat i dont think u can find any kids who are doing the same things to thier parents ah so yah please ah

haiz fuck ah wat a day to end wat a day

haiz.....

wah lau looks like now i got another competitor for nisa

his name is fazly

haiz now i am really malas in chasing after her already

i noe is like i am suppose to chase after her all the way but

dats if i realli like her but now

with the way she like sometimes treat mi i just wonder should i

or should i not

haiz

wat the hell siak

am i destined to be in such a situation

i like her confidence

her lingua

but is she for mi

i dunno coz i think we dont realli click well

i mean is not fair to compare ppl

but yah she is still no match with emy

as in her jokes, the way she tease

the way she gives u a great sensation when u r together

haiz

kai kai such a

freaker

today not so bad day after all

ok today went to work was late as usual but yah y bother reaching there so early. ani way yah once reach work place received a call from EMY i was like shocked and i pick up and she ask mi to follow her go for a BBQ with her but i told her she i was working. Dan she immediately had a second plan which was to go to woodlands to study and like yah she was asking mi where i working so i told her is at admiralty and yah she was like asking mi to go out for lunch with her ahhaahahahah ok like all like so coincidence. ani way yah so i just went with the flow ah. and yah she reached my work place at like 1.30 like dat ah. We went to Causeway point for makan and there she did her normal routine which was feeding me and also torturing me by feeding me with Chilli Padi wah lau it was realli horrible siak freaking spicy and hot like dunno wat and she continue feeding mi at first it was just one ball of fishball noodle soup with chilli padi and when i finished my bowl she went to buy another bowl and she continued feeding me. It was kinda like wait not kinda like but like all times where she will always feed mi at bugis but she felt dat it was too long of a wait dats y she ask mi out hahahhah guess she miss mi. yah dan after dat she like talk about the pass and during the camp thingy and like somehow wanna make mi feel guilty by not looking after her and pay attention to her while we were in FOC kinda thing and yah i got feel the guilt ah but i just maintain and keep my cool ah....

ani way we like sat there for like 2 hours just eating onli siak hahahah wah lau dats like so long and dan i went back to work and she met her friend ah. Dan while on my way back met, mengMeng and alvin neo ahahhahah wat a coincidence again ah coz like yah they were doing a show at Causeway point outside ah so like it was thier free time so they went for "fishing" around the shopping center.Aniway reached work dam freaking tiring and boring but wat to do dats life....

in the evening serve this customer ah who is a real estate agent and yah kinda like bond with her quite well coz like i guess we are all on the same line so yah we could communicate well. She was asking about her perferences towards phones so as usual i explain to her my full knowledge of the phones ah. Dan after we were half way the transaction i found out she was like 1 year older dan mi and has a 1 year old kid and she is married wah lau like WOAh....dats so early to be a mum but ani way yah she complimented dat after visiting the shop for many times this is her first time dat she received good service from someone from our shop wah lau i kinda like kembang and also like gabera coz like yah ppl compliment me dan after dat have to meet to thier expectations and dan like got pressure also ah ani way dat comment realli brighten up my day siak realli happy and also she was asking mi to do real estates also coz like yah is kinda like good money ah and also i dont need to have any deposit to the company coz working on a part time basis, there is no need to place or share ur commission dat u have earn from the transaction. it kinda good buisness but u work like shit ah i guess hmmmmmm ever tot of going into dat line......hmmm maybe later ah.....after BMT see how ah......

today also like yah i am like interested to go home early i dunno y ah like all of a sudden like home dats where i wanna go quick ahhahahah maybe coz empty i dunno but yah here i am blogging and yah come to think about it is like a habit for me already ah ahhahahaha wanna see how long this will last ah ahhahahaha ok ciao TaKE Care U all and Enjoy TOnight N also TMR......

another no sense of motivation and direction fucking day

seize the power take control of ur life
more to living dont live out thier package life
too many fools all the same wonder y
first u study dan u work and wait to die

i need to seize the power of my life but at this moment i cant.
no sense of motivation, no direction, just going to work and wait to kill time.
if at the work place is fun interesting and have great companions is not so bad
but at workplace u kill time. which is fucking irritating coz the main reason for u to work is to kill time
but here u are at ur workplace trying to kill time so is like double the killing time for mi. though yes it may seems dat i am just sitting there and money just fall down thru out the hour but still hello is not the money dats matters is the amount of experince and also the friendship made dat matters.

today at work also like bull ah so freaking irritating when customers come in buy phone and keep asking stupid question like hello u dont have paper bag ah i tot u got those starhub paper bag. and when question wat mode of payment would u like to pay the answer u got back is wat mode u like? like wat the fuck siak.....i am fine when the shop is not crowded but these happen when they are plentyful of ppl lining up behind u. Haiz....y are ppl like dat.....are ppl made to irritate each other, as usual my hands start to shake coz i feel like giving the newly wed couples who are the Freak up customers who retorted and question me while i was working a nicely warm and sweaty tight slap on thier face but i cant.

Ani way met Miss george my former secondary skool english teacher and also my Drama teacher hahahaha she is ever cranky and i kinda like the way when we communicate coz is like within our own world and like we dont care the ppl around us and dat made me realli comfortable coz i guess we are on the same freqeuncy which is all about being dramatic hahahahah we talk full of expression kinda cool haiz....i realli miss acting and also those trainings where u just go into the studio be someone and come out of the studio and u feel dat is satisfying being urself and just urself. dats y ppl in drama are kinda proud of themself coz they feel good about themself but dats also like not very good ah coz those whose skills are not very good also wana act good dats where it spoil the market ah......

ok lah dunno ah but i feel dat my blog post are the longest ah amoung all my friends ah maybe is big fonts i dunno ah but thanks for reading thru my crap ah ahahhhahahhah and enjoy urself k

love urself and dont feel inferior coz in this world nothing is ferior dan u except God, love urself ur body and ur mind

a day after two days of skiving

today work was boring after sara left coz like cannot talk cork ani more ah dan have to like face the justin and like try to talk cork with him ah si beh sian ah......dan after work knock off i recieved a msg from Audrey and it was like please call mi back at these number urgent my batt flat please call ASAP hahahahh so i called and it was a voice recorded interactive program dat informs us about having safe sex and minimise casual sex coz is never safe from AIDS.....hahhahaha dan i send to the rest of my friends i got like cursed like one stupid idiot dog. But i was also looked upon as one stupid idiot coz like when i read those ppl cursing mi and also talking to my frd on the phone i was like talking at the top of my voice hahahah i was also laughing at them hahahaahah but ani way today was kinda ok for mi ah ani way like this morning my headache come again ah and i think is true ah dat i am having on and off headaches in the morning ah maybe not enugh sleep i guess haiz....but ani way yah is time for mi to sleep and u guy take care yah and sorry ah if i like punkd u ah ahhahaahaha ciao and to ain there are still many fishes in the pond though u might want dat same fish to swim back to u i guess is all down to the fish ego not to swim back so yah instead of u swimming to him or wait for him to swim to u, u go swim elsewhere ah where the water is more blueish on the other side.....hheheheh ciao