updates of wat happen.......

ok ppl for the past five days ago, alot of dramatic things happen in my life.
The first thing was crossdressing. Usually, is not that hardcore kinda crossdressing ah but this time round it was with ear rings and also with hair bands and also hair clips. every body was totally mesmerized by my changed ah. Even for my X gf. She was totally like jaw dropped kinda stuff. Ani way yah that was for the workshop and also got one guy was like so afraid for me he was even afraid to walk near me. It was kinda good experince for me even though most of the time i only do it in private parties. Opppss...... but yah first time doing it to public , the responses from the crowd is kinda posistive and also like no one discriminated me. That shows that our tennagers society are more open to such situation and are no more living in a naive world.

Furthermore, there was a few guys who like checking me out. I had a few guys like staring at me and like checking me out coz i was like wearing some mini skirt ah which was the same one that hannah gave to me and also, i was some tee and tie a knot at the side. so it kinda like look bitchy but still conservative outlook. Even the Tennis instructor was like checking me out until i like told him that hello i am a guy. hahahhahaah is realli amazing how guys can react top u within a short period of time. Now u can see how fast feelings and thoughts of someone can change so fast.

The other main aspect of the camp was not the camp itself but Me and my X. I was surprised that she messaged and say i was beautiful and also kinda like create a conversation kinda stuff. I just msg her like normal and like yah put on a professional out front. Ani way i should say she dont look sweet to me any more, she dont loook like she use to be ani more, maybe is her straight hair that she rebonded, maybe is a mentally kinda trick playing on me, but yah ani way she was like showing care and concern for me, but i have learn to keep my Ego high, but thats on the outfront but my heart still lingers for her how............

ani way today is a great day, is the 1st day of camp, i was like dressed super geeky nerdy, cant wait for tmr coz tmr i will be dressing up and making a mockery out of myself just for the sake of entertainment. ani way i will put up the links for u guys to check me out in while i was hot as a transexual hahahhahahahah soon ah once i gather all the photos up k.........