today today today 23 April 2005

Ok today hmmmm before i left the house i cleared the FANS the Air COn Filter.
it was abit agitating cause it seems like i am the only one who is clearing up the house from vacumming the house to cleaning the fans and the Air Con filter and even folding clothes were all done by me. i am like hello i am 21 to be i wanna be more relax and let all these task be done to my younger bros but it does not seem that way.

ani way by the time i finish i had to prepare to go out to Huda Party. Ok i was thinking of whether i should wrapped her present or not ah or just give her like that. hehehehhehe due to my laziness and also lack of creative and also lack of wrapping paper at home, i decided to give her like that ah. Ani way yah it was a pink ROXY wallet.........

Ok while on the way to Huda house i wanted to buy the kueh Lopez for My Godsister who is working nearby Huda house also but i search high and low still cant find so in the end never buy ah but never mind Kakak i will buy for you soon. Ok i reached her block and was about to enter the lift when i saw this fucker with his Box is some musical instrument ah......i dont like that fucker coz he like stay near my house and also wanna act like he big time gangster kinda stuff ah hahahhahahhahah.........aniway the people here dont know whats my past ah and alot of people dont know my past ah hahahahaah so they wana act act infront of me ah eh lim pei si steady eh nang......hahahhhahah go figure out wat dats means......aniway i was expecting him to go to Huda house also ah and in turn out to be Correct ah....ok so i like paiseh and also like siak ah haven go to ppl house i got enemy already ah hahahahhaha so i like called her ask her to come out and meet mi ah dan after dat i just pass her the present but she told me she dont want to come out coz she was like wearing this whole pinkie retro suit which was kool ah......so i had no choice but to go to the house ah dan the 1st person i saw was the Fucker ah staring at me up and down ah i dont bother ah dan Huda invited mi in to the house ah but i didnt want to ah coz i was actualli also rushing for time ah dan she called her Mom, her two sister and the grandMa seh to the door and ask mi to go in ah hahahahhaah wah lau paiseh ah to the max ah coz like macam like star karat ah wah lau further more they were like calling me names ah like nenek punyer sayang ah and also Budak Starhub ah kinda stuff ah i was like realli embarassed ah coz is like is onli a few times that i know them thats all. Ok dan when i went in the MOm was like introducing me to everyone like "Hello everybody he is Khairudin!" Huh! Khairudin my face was stunned ah dan Huda told her Mom dat my name is not Khairudin ah ahhahahahahh wah lau wat an entrance ah ahhahaha macam like some big star kind thingy ah. Ok so i sat there and took a few photos with the Bday girl, other than dat i didnt talk much to guys at my table cause they like quite "Matish" ah hahahahaah with all the kau awak kinda stuff and the Tapered Jeans like Whoa....not my circle of friend kinda stuff......Ok and also the wierdest thing is that i get a gift for coming to her House like whoa what the hell seh.......ani way yah after i ate some stuff dranks some water and also eat some Ice cream i made my move ah heheheheeh ok it was a fast and hasty one ah coz i was like realli in a rush ah dan i left the place ah without much of a commotion ah. Ani way i dunno ah i think she kinda have feelings for me or maybe is just a close friend thingy i dunno coz like i am the only guy that she cared for amoung all the guys ah ahhahahahaha ok and also like yah when comes to photo taking she is beside me ah hmmmmm i dunno y ah but ani way yah she even called mi in the evening after like everyone left her house so i dunno what dat means ah but aniway yah i will go with the flow ah and see how things work out.

Ok after that went to meet Muhsin Hannah and Waikit at Kenbagan MRT station.It was one of the crankiest way of conducting a Discussion. we were all at the staircase sitting down while i was on the floor facing them and with people walking past us looking at us while we were having our discussion. It is weird ah but i like the idea coz i am sick and tired of having meetings in the Office Office and like yah in the air con ah a new environment is more interesting ah and also it makes the whole discussion less formal.

And after that i had to rush down to Little India for Jamming with XyX. Ok i knew it was a short set ah coz my beloved Seelan came Late but yah it was realli a tiring one for mi coz is like we went thru the songs like 3 times back to back non stop. So it was training non stop ah coz we had like onli 30 mins to realli jam ah coz Seelan came late. So after that we hang out at the Coffeeshop and chill out for a while. We were discussing about plan for XyX and like yah the milestone was our recording which will be on the 14 of May and the 1st XyX gig with the new lineup ah at JB hahahahahha kool man.....cant wait to perform ah. Yah dan after that walk from there to Haji Lane and Lepak at Basement Record. Ok i know maybe some people may not like mi may not see eye to eye with me but never mind is ok. i Dont give a freaking shit about what u wanna think of me ah base on what some idiots whom u think is ur Best friend but actualli a Knife who stabs ur Back. ani way yah chill at basement and listen to some Old skool tracks and even bought 2 cds for myself. Ok the bad thing about hanging at Basement is coz if i go there, i will surely use up alll my money to buy the Cds lor. Haiz realli ah cannot take it ah.....ok dan after that slack till like about 10 like dat i made a move with Seelan and had some great session with Seelan about the whole scen of Hardcore and about us and the people.

ok so on the way back home from the MRt station to the interchange, Huda Called mi ah and we talk ah. as i metioned above it was like the friends all just left ah and like the family members are all clearing up the mess ah while she was on the phone with me. Ani way yah we talk about the Cousin who was the fucker i dont like at her place ah hmmmmm wat a small world ah. Aniway i was walking home dan sat under the block and talk to her ah. Dan she needed to do other work so we hung up dan i called Ilhan my secondary skool friend ah who has been msging me ah but i never reply ah coz i was on the phone with HUda. He was asking mi to lepak ah so i was like asking him to come over to my place here under the block ah. Ok so i went up to my house go and collect his Cds and pass it to him ah. Dan after that we sat down and talk again and catch up with what we left ah for like 3 or 4 years ah since we last contact ah. we also discuss about plans about forming a band and like he was also pasing remarks about me Semagat in the Hardcore scene and also the type of hardcore songs nowadays are like rubbish and crappy. hmmmm ani way now i feel that the hardcore scene esp the mainstream one that he is listening is getting lamer ah so i am trying to bring him to the DIY old skool scene back ah coz thats wat he is into. Yah hmmmm and if the plans work out, i can make us of my Bass again ahhahahaha coz it has been hung there untouched since I switch to Voc.....ok it was great ah going thru the memories we had together ah.............

ok ani way i haven got wat i wanted yet ah later maybe tmr i will get it i dunno ah ok lah i need to sleep already ah take care good night sleep tight sweet dreams.........