Feeeeelings

For the past few days, was emotionally taxing for me even today.
Y? Y? Y?
after breaking up with my GF, i never felt so weak, so emotionally hurt before.
any way, on that day i broke off, i kept hearing emotional songs from the radio to the PC Playlist and even on TV
Songs like One Last Cry which is my Current Favourite, Drive myself Crazy my all time Favourite,
Ghost of You and Me, Purest of Pain, True My XGF favourite song...........and many more.
After Crying for two hours before breaking off with my XGf , it makes me much stronger.
but
I dunno what wrong i have done.
I dunno what have i not done to make her love me.
I dunno why she is treating me this way.
many thing happens for a reason.....
i find that logical but if the answers dont come immediately than is illogical

EMY i LOVE u
which was last time
now i dunno
may you have a good future ahead
Thank you for making me a strong person
thank you for making me love you from the bottom of my heart
thank you for making me understand the meaning of sacrifacing for my love
thank you for making me angry
thank you for being my Gf
Thank You

"i got to put you out of my mind this time, stop living in lies, i have to be strong"