EnterTaineR

ok my friends
i am borned to entertain people, for the past two days i have been making people happy cheerful chirpy and also making a difference in thier life. I feel satisfied and happy that all my friends and people around me are happy and trouble free. I want to be an entertainer, be it a drama actor, a comedian, a stuntman, an extra, an Emcee, dancer, radio deejay, clown, victim of laughter and many more.

but me entertain than who is going to entertain me. i have friends, they entertain me but who is going to entertain the inner soul of mine? Like a clown happy on the outside but sad in the inside....who sees it, who feels it, i cant always rely my friends cause they have thier own problems too, i can rely on my parents they are too old for this, where can i go, haiz...........when i had a GF i tot all would be better but ever since i broke up with her i feel the world is really crumbling down on me. From money, friendship, work, feelings i am no more the strong kai that i use to be i am no more the heartless person who dont have feelings ani more i am no more the person that i use to be.

kai wats wrong with you is time to move on easy said than done but i still have feelings for someone i really love so bad that i want her to be by myside now . i want her back i need her............arghhhhhhhhh kai